well instead of an object
I look at a / place
[…]
quietfor a while…
no nameno / name
[…] I thought
we could stay
like this
in harmony
with what / has
no name
sleep
no memory
no personal memory
where did it
come from ?
nothing missingalmost / nothing
[…]andthe airis not innocent
I am / with themand stillnot / not[…]
huge / distance
[…] it’s necessary
yes
I want to reach
what / was expected
small gestures
ordinary / yes
ordinary
toward
a wandering mind
in the dark
/ dark
something / grows
[…] one day
there was agitation
what was it / really
no
not at all
who would I bring back ?
a few friends
and / then…
divine
or chance /
I don’t know […]
let’s stay
careful
submission
routes I still / takeby habit
the bodydecides firstandI follow
[…] and / the world
stays as / it was
untouched
by / my choosing
I have / learned
I have learned to / pause
not lost
not lost / yet
I don’t / remember
how / it began
I feel it
more than / I say
somewhere
some / where
I stay becauseI cannot name it
something is
off
there was a time before / this
I give in
it is not good
like endless
waves /
dogs running through
the narrow alleys
of the / old city
his expression
always /
deliberately different in so many ways
in every man
there must / be
the capacity / to respond
the questioningwas exhausting
a staggering distance[…]
a time / of rest
exquisite…
a marvelous
amplification
was it impossible completely impossiblefor someone / who wants to remain at a distance
the presentis carried forwardwithout enthusiasmbut / with care
what of passionwhen / it suddenly appears
some wordsmove / sideways
I notice
how certain words
are avoided
should I shout loudly that to speak less may not be silencebut / a gestureof remaining unnoticed
decisions arrive / late
already framed elsewhere
what was shared
now handled one by one
doubtfully
what was / familiarslowly demandsattention
we learn slowly to live inside hesitation
as / if it were
a form / of shelter
to call it home
still happens / but with a pause
before the word[…]
statements
what I saw
folded itself /becoming other
by repetition
not / belief
days pass intact
while something thins /
words are spokencarefully / andsilence remains as a skill /
words
can break
in / an instant
for the tiny mosquito
the future
appears / briefly
just long enough
to withdraw / again
shadows
what holds this place togetherseems / to bethe repetition[…]
my / belief
a pause
to think of a magic / formula
quietly
with restraint
as if / it might fade
wordswith no / centerof gravity
[…] words
can be beautiful
very / beautiful
and sometimes
unexpected
almost / a choice
not thisnot that
sometimes
walking the everyday path I think that working hard
does not require
much courage
two equal / doubts
a path
splitting
then
splitting / again
voices
my feeling persists
that / something essential
has already been decided / not far
let’s / watchthe shiny / day